Well I found a new life in Christ...

I don't worry if things remind me of guys who broke my heart i really don't care about Guys...unless it's in a friendship not a relationship... i have been finding happyness else where! yeah i didn't think it was possible. ha but it is.

im content in my job standings cause i get payed every week and get payed vary well. i baby-sit! i love to baby-sit. the kid love me and i love them. ha i love them like none other hahaha... it's good!

and my spirital life is gettg better it's in rehab hahaha but yeah recent trials have mad it stronger and long lasting.

im still missing my little buddy...A.K.A Aiden... he is the best kid in the world. i miss him so much! 

well i got to go i just pulled some cookies out of the oven.

one love

one God

Only one way

Amy E. Goodwin

Crazy Mary
Fm Static
(What Are You Waiting For?)

Crazy Mary is a slow girl who looks up to no one.
Would do anything for a cold one.
Wishes she could find her way home.
Got the look on her face and the stare of a ray gun.
We walked by everyday
and I wish there was something I could do for her.

Maybe if I took a little time to talk then she'd heal a little if she wants to.
She can run but let's teach her how to walk away now.
I'll shake a little if she wants to she'll laugh a little if she needs to.
There's a key to the door that she's hiding behind.

She watches the world pass her by like a freight train.
They all call her the same name.
Laughin' as they point and stare at her.
So she crys out to God up in Heaven,
been prayin since she was 11.
For Him to send someone to meet her there.

Maybe if I took a little time to talk then she'd heal a little if she wants to.
She can run but let's teach her how to walk away now.
I'll shake a little if she wants to she'll laugh a little if she needs to.
There's a key to the door that she's hiding behind.

And no one knows the thoughts, the dreams,
and the ideas she's got and contains inside.
She's broken apart
and her heart is still lookin for somewhere to feel alright.
And no one knows the thoughts, the dreams,
and the ideas she's got andcontains inside.
She's broken apart
and her heart is still lookin for somewhere to feel alright.

Maybe if I took a little time to talk then she'd heal a little if she wants to.
She can run but let's teach her how to walk away now.
I'll shake a little if she wants to she'll laugh a little if she needs to.
There's a key to the door that she's hiding behind

Wake me up

wake me up
from these
prison walls

wake me up
from this
forest of fear

wake me up
from this
room of darkness

wake me up
from this
never ending nightmare

wake me up
from this
confusion

wake me up
from this
never ending pain

wake me up
from this
frustration

wake me up
from this
never ending trail

O God wake me up!

Im not feeling this way okay maybe a little bit but it just came to me thismorning in the car!